"Sometimes I wonder why she wants to be with me. Like... I know that she's not interested in Enjolras like that, and you two are like.... super happy together. But he's so.... inspirational to her and like... believes in things and she really looks up to him and I... sing and dance. She could do.... so much better than me and I'm... scared she'll figure that out. Sometimes I think it would be easier to just... like... walk away myself because it seems inevitable she will eventually but.... I can't... Because I love. But I wonder if I"m being selfish because I'm like... holding her back from being the awesome person she's meant to be."