Kaidan Alenko (want2makeitreal) wrote in the_tardis_trap, @ 2014-09-19 09:50:00 |
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Current mood: | numb |
Current music: | Chris Daughtry, crawling back to you |
Who: Kaidan and OTA
When: Now
Where: The Gym
What: Still Hiding away from the world
Rating: TBD
status: Ongoing and Open
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Kaidan was still upset with the entire situation. He had never went back to the room the night before. Once he had found the gym he had never even made it to the bar. He worked himself to the point of exhaustion on the punching bag and he had wound up falling asleep in the back of the gym. Of course he hadn't slept long, because the moment he drifted off he began to dream, and his dreams were the same as always...Shepard. So, he shot awake and jumped to his feet. No one seemed to be around and he was thankful for that. He jumped to his feet, letting out a groan at the stiffness of his muscles...but he shook off and headed right back to the punching bag. He just wasn't in the mood to see anyone yet. He was sure there would be a moment when he would go crawling back to Shepard, but right now he was clinging to what little pride he had left...more like his stubbornness. His stomach gave a rumble, but he ignored it. The thought of food...or anything that reminded him of Shepard just caused another knot to form in his stomach. Of course he still loved the other man....he meant what he had said when nothing could change it, but his wounded pride and hurt feelings were still stopping him from focusing on that. It may not be completely logical, but he had taken it personal so instead of just admitting his feelings were hurt he bottled it up and pushed it down....the way he often did. He found himself getting angrier and angrier as he continued...at Shepard...at himself....at the whole situation. Finally he gave one last hard punch and knocked the Punching bag off it's hinges and sent it flying across the room. |