Clearly this whole thing happened a lot. Lucie shouldn't have been surprised either. His other self was a bully, a traumatized bully, but one still the same. "Well it was my fault, I mean I kind of started it. He said he wanted all of us off his boat, that he wished we weren't here. Then it got out of control and he was going on about how he killed everyone and.. Gallifrey being gone.." she trailed off.
She didn't want to think about that. It wasn't a complete surprise to her. None of the Doctors from her future, who clearly knew her past had wanted to ask if she was okay, and she wasn't. But she wasn't telling anyone that.