Damon Salvatore keeps it in the family since 1864 (mystic_damon) wrote in the_tardis_trap, @ 2011-07-09 19:00:00 |
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Entry tags: | damon salvatore [human]: human_damon, elena gilbert : ilooklikeher |
Who: Damon Salvatore and Elena Gilbert
Where: Her room
What: Damon goes to see her.
When: Now
Rating: TBD
Status: Closed/In progress
Damon sat in the kitchen, glass of scotch in front of him. He thought about that the Doctor had said. He seemed happy.
He wondered if happiness like that was something he'd ever feel. He'd touched it once, many years ago, with Katherine, but it wasn't true happiness, because she'd toyed with him. He hadn't meant anything to her like she'd meant to him.
And that couldn't amount to happiness. No. Katherine made him miserable. And jealous. And he'd let his jealously towards his brother get the better of him.
And then along came Elena. And again, Stefan was the chosen one. Not that he blamed Elena for that. She was right to chose Stefan. Stefan was the better man. She'd said she'd always love Stefan, that it would always be Stefan. But now, there was hope. Because she'd told him she just needed time. And he was giving it to her. Letting her have all the time that she needed. And yet, he wondered how much time would he need to give her? He was willing to wait for her forever, but the waiting, it hurt.
And there was always the constant fear of disappointment. 145 years of loving someone, longing for him, holding on to the belief that you were meant to be with them, only to find out they never loved you, well it was bound to create such fear. And he wanted to protect himself. He wanted to keep his guard up, afraid of getting hurt again because Elena could hurt him so much more than Katherine ever did.
And yet, in spite of his fear, he couldn't stay away from her. He downed the last of his drink and stood up, walking towards her room and knocking on the door. He needed to see her, just be around her. Her light to his darkness. And he needed the light.