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Messr Moony is passionately curious ([info]thewolfen) wrote in [info]the_recruitment,
@ 2012-02-10 21:59:00

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Entry tags:! 02/1977, ! complete, ! thread, char: remus lupin, char: sirius black

Who: Sirius Black and Remus Lupin
What: Sirius crawls into Remus' bed to take care of him after the full moon. And they have an almost ~moment.
Where: Gryffindor dorm
When: The night after the full moon, after Remus returns
Status: Incomplete
Rating: PG




Once again, he'd survived. There had been moments in the past when Remus sometimes prayed for death during his transformations because he was so ashamed and disgusted with the creature he became. However, he did not hate the wolf inside of him as much as he used to, because in truth he had to be grateful to it. If not for his furry little problem, he and the other Marauders might not have been so close. His problem had brought them together in a way that only they themselves could understand. They'd bonded in a way that not many others could really even understand. For that, he had to be thankful for his condition. Nevertheless, he still worried about his friends getting involved. They could be seriously injured, or worse. It would've been better for all of them if Remus just dealt with his issue himself, but the others didn't seem to think that way.

After spending the full day in the infirmary, Remus snuck back through the castle, to the Common room, and up into their dorm. He'd left during dinner, when he knew almost everyone would be gathered in the Great Hall. It left him free to make it back unnoticed, which was how he preferred it. Once inside, he took his shoes off and switched into his pajama bottoms. He left his t-shirt and the cardigan Sirius had lent him on and curled up under the covers. For an hour, maybe two, he laid alone in silence, just trying to relax. He was still sore and terribly exhausted, though Madam Pomfrey did amazing work in healing his injuries.


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[info]thewolfen
2012-02-12 07:13 pm UTC (link)
Remus had hoped that they could just transition into curling up together like they sometimes did and that it wouldn't abruptly change anything. But he'd been wrong. He could feel Sirius shifting and could almost sense the disappointment and fear lingering within him. It made Remus afraid too; what had he done by derailing that moment? It seemed to have a tremendously negative effect on Sirius. So much so, that he was saying he ought to leave? Sirius never left him when he was recovering like this.

He wanted to tell him no, to tell him he didn't want him to leave, to plead with him to stay. But that wasn't Remus; he couldn't ask Sirius to stay in a situation where he felt uncomfortable. The more he thought about it, the more he thought he understood. Why would Sirius want to stay with someone who couldn't give him what he wanted? Why would he want to stay with someone like him when he could be out having a laugh with someone else?

All he could do was give a short nod. Slowly, he drew back from him. "I'll see you tomorrow then," he said, trying to hide the disappointment he felt inside. He didn't plan on getting out of bed until morning.

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[info]_withoutacause
2012-02-12 07:37 pm UTC (link)
"Remus..." Sirius wanted to appologise, the plead with the werewolf that he hadn't meant it, that he would never... But he couldn't articulate the words, and there was something hot burning it's way through his chest and if he didn't get away then he was going to cry and how the Hell would he explain that?

Sorry I'm snivelling on you, oh yeah, and sorry for the molestation as well. Ta.

He fumbled with the curtains, finally managing to open them, then swung himself off the bed. He stayed for a moment, trying to get his bearings, before pushing himself off the bed.

"I'm so sorry," he whispered, before all but fleeing the room.

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