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Lily Potter (doed) wrote in the_recruitment,

Lily listened to what he said, her face scrunched up, trying to remember. Sirius giving her to...to Bellatrix? She shook her head, trying to remember. Everything was a haze, but flashes came here and there. She had met with Dominic...the agreement yes. She remembered that. But then something had happened...something bad after that.

She looked at Sirius, knowing he was beating himself up over what had happened. She had to admit, it hurt that he would betray her like that, but she also had a feeling that this was part of the "evil" side of Sirius. They still hadn't been able to figure out what it was that caused Sirius to act that way he did, but she knew it wasn't really him; not the Sirius Black she knew and came to care about.

"Sirius..." She reached out, a hand going to his back and rubbing it in small circles. "I know it wasn't really you who did that. It was that other part, the one you can't quite remember." She tried to catch his eye. "Don't beat yourself up about this Sirius. It's not your fault." She heard him sniffle and lightly hit him on the back. "Are you crying? Sirius Black, come here." She tugged on his arm a little more, trying to pull him down so he would lay down next to her.

"Sirius, look at me. This is not your fault. If it's anyone's, it's mine for opening my big mouth. If I could just learn to be a normal person and know when to shut up, I wouldn't have been taken." She looked at him, giving him a small smile. "I'm not dead, something I think we can both be grateful for. So there's no use to dwell on the past. What happened, happened. But I'm alright now so we can only go forward from here, right?"