It was so much easier to get into it over emails, he wanted to say. Then he didn't have to look at her, watch her as he basically whined about his poor life, when really, he had it better than most.
Scott did not deal well having to talk about his feelings. It wasn't something that came natural to him, but he was there, and that was more than he thought he'd do.
Honestly, he had highly considered avoiding her as well, just so he didn't have to talk about it.
"Can we say I was just in a mood, when I wrote those emails?" The look on her face told him she wasn't going to let it go.
"I don't know, Ada. I really don't. I just feel useless, and with all that's been going on...it's just adding to it. And I don't know how to make myself stop feeling this way. It's stupid. It is. I'm not mad at anyone for it, but myself."