"Ahh, no, no that's not it. It's a lack of self preservation. It's knowing whatever might come couldn't be worse than what I've been through really. So while I might be sure I won't get caught, I'm hardly confident." At least not in anything other than thievery. As he spoke he reached for where she'd stashed her umbrella, pulling it loose. "Because I don't need them. I just like to take them. Need to take them."