You are young. Mentoring usually comes hand in hand with experience.
I fully expect to be dead in a year, maybe two. I am ill and the disease is progressing. But to have lived and died and left my work without completion - that I could not... well, I was about to write "that I could not bear" but I suppose that is the weight of this world we now find ourselves in, yes? We have to bear it. You bear it every day. We are spectators to our own ends.