anakin+jacen
I'd like to make this world a little better for my having been here. I don't know if that's possible, exactly, or how that's possible, but I feel like that's important. And not even just this world. I want to help people - you and Jaina and Mom and Dad and Nico, and I don't know who else other people here I guess... but I don't want you guys to always have to be watching out for me.
But I know you will watch out for me, and that goes both ways. I'm not sorry you told me about this. It's hard and I don't know what I'm doing, and it hurts a lot, but you can talk to me now and that's better. I hated it when you were keeping stuff from me.
I mean, big stuff. It's okay if you keep your kissing sessions with Max to yourself. Just, you know, saying.
I think I feel better now. I don't like it. I feel like all the things I wanted don't matter. I think I was already feeling that, and then to know Mom has a whole other life that doesn't include me - I think it just piled everything on to that... and I was having a hard time standing up.
On the other hand, if I was able to do something to help the galaxy just a little, then it's worth it. You and Jaina in the future? Are you guys happy? I mean, you get to do stuff, right?