kara lynn palamas knows who she is (myownmind) wrote in the100,
Kara | Lincoln
I think we all could have been a lot more sensitive with the things we said. And I'm sorry for the way I acted. I just... when it comes to Grant I can't help it. We all said things we'd usually keep to ourselves, it's too late to take any of them back but that doesn't mean we can't move forward from them.
We both lost a lot through Hydra but then everyone from our world has. Even Grant. And I don't think he hates you. You wouldn't be the only person not to like him, I've gotten used to the fact that I'm pretty much the only person that does. I think that's why I'm so quick to jump to his defense.
I'm trying to be my own person, what Whitehall did to me stripped that away and there are still times when I wonder if there aren't lingering traces of what he did. Back home I only had Grant willing to help me but I think here more people are willing to give me a chance. I just don't really know how to do that anymore.