Anakin+Nico
Talking to ghosts isn't really a typical thing - I don't think. That we can do it through the Force though, I mean, that it's even a possibility? It makes me wonder. Like - what is it like? Cause it's not like Master Kenobi ever really said. And I guess now that 'what is it like' takes on this whole other new more immediate meaning. I mean, if the Jedi code says there is no death, there is the Force, and if Master Kenobi was able to return, to help train my Uncle, there must be some part of you still there, but maybe a lot bigger than that, literally as part of the Force? I've probably spent too much time thinking about that this week.
I hadn't really thought about it like that. I think when you put it that way the answer is no. Especially I don't think I'd want to look at it through Jacen's eyes cause probably it would be him being disappointed in me. Okay maybe that's unfair. That might be unfair. I mean, maybe I'd actually understand him better? He was talking about pretending to be a god, to win a war? and I feel as if my head is exploding with all of this.
Is it weird that being up front about not being okay with you feels better than my trying to be okay with everyone else? Like maybe there's a lesson there? Pushing things down, bad? I just don't know how to talk with everyone else exactly. I feel weirdly angry and it's not their fault. It's no ones fault.
So Reyna knows you pretty well then. It is a really cool ability though. It's like, super Force speed, plus bonus cloaking power.