kara lynn palamas knows who she is (myownmind) wrote in the100,
Why do I want you to love me? Because I love you and I want you to love me back.
Better for you? Well tell me that, tell me things like that because I don't know if you don't tell me.
No, it's not. At times yes, it's hard but it isn't supposed to be like that all the time. And it isn't easy, loving you but I do. I love you so much that just the thought of not being with you scares me even more than being brainwashed again. But as hard as it is loving you gives me strength, it makes me feel whole again, it makes me want to get better and be more. So that's how it's a good thing. Loving you makes me want to be the best me I can be, for you.
I won't. But why don't you want me to leave? Tell me why? Talk to me, Grant. If you talk to me then I'll know. I don't want to force you but you have to talk to me.