kara lynn palamas knows who she is (myownmind) wrote in the100,
Do you think you'll ever be able to?
I know you didn't lie to me. I know you meant that but I just don't know. It's so hard, loving you as much as I do and knowing it's not returned in kind. I never said that, I never said I didn't matter to you. I just wish this was easier, love isn't supposed to be hard, it isn't supposed to make me feel like this, like I'll never be good enough because if I was then you'd love me, you'd be able to say it.
I don't know, Grant. I don't know. I love you, I love you so much I feel like losing you would kill me but I don't know what to do, what to think.