jack harkness' dabbling is borderline avant-garde. (fixedpoint) wrote in the100,
He's a better man than I am. Not more attractive, obviously, but better. I do miss the way he used to be. The new face (faces?) are great, but I miss the one I first met. He's growing up and I don't always like it. I think you would have liked him better in his ninth incarnation.
I'm relieved that I'm not stuck in there. Life does go on. Not well at times, but it does. I met an old boyfriend when I went to the US to deal with Miracle Day (ask me about it later, not right now) and I was so... relieved? I thought the end of that relationship was the worst. I thought leaving the Doctor was the worst. But there he was, dying of old age and barely able to communicate and I realized that that is one of the worst things. I was a jerk about it, too, I bragged about you while he was on his deathbed. In context it wasn't as bad as it sounds when I say it like that.