Don't envy you. I do bad enough sitting around and wondering about the what-ifs left at home. If their doppleganger were here, I'd be a wreck. Are you actually calm under pressure or do you do a good job of looking it?
It's something I still struggle with, yeah. One of those bits of advice I can give all day but have trouble taking. Along with "don't eat the daily special at the Spotted Duck even if it smells decent".