Not my first by a long shot. The first I got too involved with for our own good. Got kidnapped, got rescued (and let me tell you, I always thought I'd be ashamed for being a damsel in distress, but then it actually happened, and that was the one time I never would have been able to save my own skin), felt like maybe there was something more between us, but he was never going to stop, so I walked away. Another version of him is here, and it's weird as hell. ... Christ. Anyway, yeah, I'm good at secrets.
Well, if someone here is part of that, they'll admit to it now.