Yeah, but I made that mistake. I made it, and I lost everything. No one in my life was ever going to be safe again because I thought I was doing the right thing without really thinking about consequences. I was stealing things and breaking laws and terrorizing people into giving me what I needed just in trying to patch things back together --
I know both sides. It's not me guessing in the dark. I know both outcomes. I'm just trying to deal with the fact that both of them meant losing people that kill me to be without.