But I did have a head full of all kinds of heartbreak. Maybe it happened, maybe it didn't, but in one of those worlds, you didn't show up to our wedding. In the other, we separated for some time because I felt second best. I'm terrified of both of those lives, and you know I had to be convinced the first time around.
I want to throw caution to the wind, Peter, but I don't know if we're ready. I feel like just jumping into it might not be the right idea. We've just started being together again, and now there's May and Benjy here. And Ben. It's a lot all at once, and I don't want you (or me) to wake up 5 months from now and wonder why we rushed into it.
So this isn't a no, so much as a can we give it some time?