Pete, being your friend was never conditional. I never asked you to repay me for it. I didn't expect you to hand me over either, b I don't know how you felt or what decisions you made, but I know what I decided, and I'm sticking with it.
It's not in me to do anything else. Maybe that makes me stupid, or naive. I don't know. But I can't hold on to anger like that, not in the way that would make me vengeful. I don't want to try, either.