Grant Ward is not a true believer (notanazi) wrote in the100,
Ward | Coulson
Again. Not an easy thing to believe.
Fitz. That's on me. Entirely. But believe it or not I thought the damn pod floated. If they'd stayed on the bus they were dead. I couldn't have saved them. It was the only option that meant they had a shot and John didn't take it out on me.
Bobbi? Did she ever tell you she's the reason Kara wound up with HYDRA? She gave her safehouse up to get undercover. And maybe she knew, maybe she didn't. I don't know. But what she did know was that Kara was in there. And she didn't try to help her. She didn't do a damn thing to help the woman she'd screwed over so completely just for a mission.
So I tortured her. I've done worse for SHIELD.
I put a hit on May's husband. Good for me. Because how, how is that any different from what she did to Kara. You tell me that.
I guess only thing I'd question is why I didn't put a bullet in him myself.
I have never claimed to be a good man. Even when I was lying to you all. I'm not one. You know my history.
But to have her be seen as a hero and a good person while I'm...
It's messed up. And you know it is. But god forbid anyone sees her as anything but saintly, right? Her and Skye. They're all that's ever really mattered to you. And then with your childhood crush hating me too. I don't know why I thought it could be any other way.