kate/sam.
I don't care if it would be my fault or not. That's not what I want.
[...] I'm sorry. I'm really tired. And I really just want
Having her here has only made me realized how much I idealized our relationship. It was never going to work, and if it did, it would have involved me lying to her the whole time. What I wanted, the person I was trying to be back then, it was all entirely different. I didn't even think the kind of relationship we have was possible then, which was a part of why I was trying to run so far away from hunting. That doesn't make you second best. If anything, you've raised the bar.
Honestly, just the fact that the part you're worrying about is Jess and not about the fact that Dean and I just turned into demons and made complete messes of everything -- which, let's be honest, it would send most people running for the hills. But you might be the strongest and bravest person I've ever met, and I really want to be with you.