"No, Simon, you didn't need to know. Clearly, you didn't. I had it under control. I had.. everything under control. And when I didn't anymore, I left." Her eyes looked anywhere but at Simon, because it was always easier to lie to someone when you didn't have to look them in the eye. "I saw a doctor for my physical on Ariel. I had checkups when I could. And the medicine was doing what it was supposed to. My disease was no one's business but mine." Her voice had risen a little in pitch, if not in volume, and she quickly brought it back down as she paced in the small space. "But I can't do that anymore. I can't fly my shuttle to some remote pharmacy and walk away with a four-month supply. Those pills are all I have and I need you to focus on that right now instead of your hurt feelings."