I don't -- really know how to do this. And I need to be clear with you that I still love Fiona. I can't just turn that off. But I can't ignore my feelings for you, either. I could, but it wouldn't be fair to anyone. I might never see Fi again, and even if I do, I'd be lying if I said things were perfect between us. Maybe we owe it to ourselves to stop trying so hard to make it work, when we know deep down that we're not right for each other. When we know we could be better with other people. When I know I could be better with you.