Pete/Ben
I think it's better if we don't start mentioning kids and marriage. I'm just... I'm so lost on this. I can't stop people from being who they are 'cause that's crazy. But her not being told isn't better. And then it becomes a whole thing where every friend she has from home is out hopping around rooftops and getting into fights, and this is why she walked away from me. And it's not just -- I'm not making this about me. It IS, but it's me because everyone here's caught up in everything because of me, so it's really all down to things I brought into her life, and she didn't want that anymore, and here it is all over again.
I keep hurting her, and I don't even know how to stop.