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Tweak says, "ARGGGGHHHHHH."

carol danvers (holesinthesky) wrote in the100,
@ 2015-06-03 13:14:00

Entry tags:

!network post, betsy braddock / psylocke (616), carol danvers / captain marvel (616)

network post: carol danvers (to betsy braddock)
FILTERED TO BETSY BRADDOCK:

I want you to do it.

All of it. Give me those memories even if they hurt, restore whatever you can. Emotional connections, everything.

It's mine, and I don't get to pick and choose what to forget.

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	same filter. butterflyeffect 2015-06-03 05:18 pm UTC (link)
	You're just like me. I'd want everything. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	same filter. holesinthesky 2015-06-03 05:31 pm UTC (link)
	It's not that I'm into reliving my own trauma, but events made me what I am today and I need context. And I need what's mine, even if it hurts. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	same filter. butterflyeffect 2015-06-03 05:32 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, that sounds about right. It won't be pleasant, the act of removing that barrier. You may feel as if you've relieved the whole thing all over again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	same filter. holesinthesky 2015-06-03 05:36 pm UTC (link)
	[...] I'm prepared for that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	same filter. butterflyeffect 2015-06-03 06:01 pm UTC (link)
	Depending on how it goes, I might be able to either do it fast, like ripping off a bandaid, but it will hurt all at once. Or I can go slowly, bit by bit. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	same filter. holesinthesky 2015-06-03 06:05 pm UTC (link)
	Band-aid. Don't give me the chance to go back on it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	same filter. butterflyeffect 2015-06-03 06:33 pm UTC (link)
	You got it. I'll make it go as fast as I can so you won't have linger on it while it's happening. Do you have any questions? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	same filter. holesinthesky 2015-06-03 06:43 pm UTC (link)
	Is this [...] hard on you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	same filter. butterflyeffect 2015-06-03 06:50 pm UTC (link)
	Yes, but I enjoy helping people. ~~It keeps my mind off killi~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	same filter. holesinthesky 2015-06-03 10:28 pm UTC (link)
	The memories are holding, by the way. What I have, it's ... weird, but I feel like there's more and more being filled in. My brain just feels tired. So you're helping me. You really are. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	same filter. butterflyeffect 2015-06-04 01:30 am UTC (link)
	That's a brain for you. They do so much, and you never really realize how full it gets. I'm glad. If I thought this was harming you, I would not want to continue. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	same filter. holesinthesky 2015-06-04 01:39 am UTC (link)
	Question for you. Have you heard anything about people getting new memories dumped into their heads? Just going to sleep, having weird dreams, and waking up like they just have all these new thoughts in their heads? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	same filter. butterflyeffect 2015-06-04 03:46 am UTC (link)
	Yes, I've heard it happening. I was going to offer to look into it for them when I had time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	same filter. holesinthesky 2015-06-04 03:48 am UTC (link)
	Do you think you can figure out how it's happening? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	same filter. butterflyeffect 2015-06-04 03:50 am UTC (link)
	It shouldn't be difficult, but it requires me to go into someone's head, and you know how invasive that can be. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	same filter. holesinthesky 2015-06-04 04:05 am UTC (link)
	Steve might let you do it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	same filter. butterflyeffect 2015-06-04 04:09 am UTC (link)
	Captain America. ~~Why wo~~ I'll talk to him then. (Reply to this) (Parent)