Kate + Fenris [ TW ]
It can be difficult, to take what you were given against your will and claim it for yourself. Names, experiences, even strength. It is especially difficult with that which you do not recall. Much of my life is lost to me - the process of putting the lyrium tattoos on my skin caused me to forget all my life before that point, and I still know little of it. It has been a hard, but worthwhile, road to being entirely myself, and not merely some creation of Danarius's.
Friends help. I had no one, before I met Hawke. I did not expect that he or anyone else would help me, at first. They did, and it was the first time in my life that I could remember being pleasantly surprised. Perhaps you will find people here who are more worthy of your trust than those you knew in your own world.