sera+cullen
I miss Veronica, I miss my friends, I am deeply concerned about what we would do if we met a force like the Witch's at our current strength, and I am filling every waking moment with work so I don't have to think about it - and there are a lot of waking moments, because I cannot sleep. I know there is lyrium in the medical department and with a good dose of that I wouldn't feel too much of anything except anger, and it is all I can do some days to not go down there and find it.
And you lost your wife, so I should not be dumping any of this on you, which is why I made an effort to act as though none of this bothers me.