matt/maya.
It's fine, I can handle it. Going to mental health is a good important step though, just to have someone removed from the situation give feedback. I wouldn't have expected I'd want to do something like that, but the life support meetings have been good.
And yeah, finding a new normal here is hard. Especially for us. We're used to throwing our whole selves into what we do and there's no need for it here. Even when there is fighting there's a whole army of people who'll get called on first.