Tamsyn Renee Berkeley (tigerous) wrote in tell_a_tale, @ 2008-12-01 22:22:00 |
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Entry tags: | guy parker, player: amber, player: lindsay, tamsyn berkeley |
Who: Tamsyn Berkeley and Guy Parker [Tigerlily and The Magic Mirror]
What: Finding out a few things.
When: Dec. 1st, evening
Where: Their house
Status: open to reflecting_you only!
Tam had been under an incredible amount of stress lately. Getting ready for the holidays, at home as well as on the job was one thing. She also was dealing with being completely worried about her family. She had a hunch that everything Brian was suspecting was right about her brother. He was going to find out something that she didn't want to know. While she wouldn't blame Jared in the slightest, she just wished that it hadn't come to anything like it had. Her faith in marriage didn't need to dwindle anymore.
So when she found out that she wasn't pregnant, it was like a small amount of the rocks she felt on her shoulders had gone. Not that she didn't want to ever have a child, because she did. But not now. Not when she felt like she couldn't be a good mother. She wasn't ready for that yet. She probably was, truth be told, but... she wanted it to be a time when she could manage a child to the best of her ability.
She hadn't told Guy about it. She didn't know what his reaction would be, but she didn't want to tell him until she knew she was pregnant for sure. And she wasn't. No sense in making him worry to find out she wasn't. She was curled up in the window sill in the living room, drinking some kind of concoction she'd conjured up. She was going to let loose just a bit for the time being.