izzy sawyer (happygoizzy) wrote in tell_a_tale, @ 2008-05-21 06:21:00 |
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Entry tags: | benjamin shaw, izzy sawyer, player: crystal, player: lena |
Who: Izzy Sawyer (Happy) and Benny Shaw (Doc)
What: Their own private prom
Where: Izzy's dorm to start
When: May 17, LATE evening, after this
Rating: PG-13, I'm sure
Status: Closed Thread, Incomplete
Izzy was a lot more excited about this than she probably should be. She and been had had a senior prom, just last year. It wasn't like it had been a horribly long time ago or even that it had been a bad night. It hadn't been. They'd had a nice time, they'd spent some good, quality time making out after the dance, nothing bad had happened.
Maybe a part of her felt guilty that she hadn't put out, she didn't know. After all, it had been prom night and she was sure some part of him had expected to get laid that night. She'd thought about it, too, but something had stoped her. Maybe it had been the worry that things were going to change when they graduated, even if they were both staying right here in Seattle. Maybe she'd been worried he wouldn't love her anymore after they did it.
Whatever it was, that definitely wasn't an issue now and, on top of that, it had been a rough year. Ben had been working more than ever and, until recently, it had felt like she'd barely seen him. They'd fought about it at lot, Izzy had started feeling like she was horrible for wanting to actually see her boyfriend. Things had started to suddenly feel so complicated and with Mom having a baby, Bry getting married, Savannah being pregnant.. - even Jeremy was about to adopt a baby. With Dari. - Izzy felt like her whole world was changing around her and all she wanted to do was hang on to now, to stop herself from really having to grow up.
Maybe that's why tonight felt like such a good idea to her. Or maybe it was just spending time with Benny. That was something she always looked forward to, anyway.
She did as he requested, even going as far as to run out and buy a new dress, and she was actually ready when he made it to her dorm. Sadly deprived of making Mom or Richard get the door while she kept him waiting, as she'd done on their real prom night, she moved the the door, pulling it open herself, and flashing him a bright smile as she kind of twirled in her dress to give him a good view.