Was it just her, or was the discussion actually going sort of calmly, simply? With the exception of the fact that she really didn't understand exactly what had caused the whole hullabaloo, it felt like they were getting somewhere.
No, she didn't know specifically what started things. Manda wasn't sure what exactly she'd done to deserve to feel the way she did. The way he'd made her feel. But it was obvious from sitting there with him that he hadn't intended to make her feel quite as shitty as he had. Because he wouldn't be sitting with her now, if he had.
"I've pretty much lost all of it over the last couple months," Manda said, not fully realizing that the statement might have multiple meanings. She'd lost a lot, it was true.