"No," said with emphasis as he stood up. "No. No, no. Not tonight." Wandering across to the doorway, he had one foot over the room's threshold when he stopped in midstep. He was about to go home to home to his boat and crawl into his bed and hide under the pillow, all alone. He wasn't not used to it, but tonight it would feel so very different.
But it felt so wrong to sleep next to an ex-girlfriend when you'd just broken up with another, and Drew couldn't make up his mind. Still fully clothed, he had enough presence of mind to take of his shoes before letting his feet guide him back to the bed where he lay down. He kept his back turned to Tessa, still not trusting himself.