"When exactly did you want me to have said something? Besides, what the fuck? I appreciate the fact that I wear eyeliner and fuck guys, but I'm still a guy. And you are not the easiest person to have any remotely serious conversation with..." and more importantly, he was terrified of losing him. But Zeke wasn't sure if he wanted to say that. He'd said so in the lyrics but... that was different. He inwardly cursed himself for leaving the book there again. Because he wasn't liking this conversation.
"Like you said, we're young... and enjoying the perks of fame or whatever the fuck you want to call it. I wasn't going to ask for anything. I'm not going to ask for anything" he said. Because he wasn't going to let himself.