illfollowyou (illfollowyou) wrote in supernextdoor, @ 2011-12-19 01:01:00 |
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Entry tags: | 09.24.11, alanna, alanna and lucas, lucas |
I think you're pregnant
who: Alanna and Lucas
what: o.o
when: Saturday Night
where: Alanna's House
warnings: Sniffing. Lots of sniffing
Alanna looked at herself in the mirror for the millionth time, making sure she looked perfect. Lucas was coming to spend the night and since they had made love for the first time, they've pretty much been all over each other. Tonight the both of them were finally free from work and school and she was looking forward to spend some quality time with her boyfriend. She had gone out and purchased sexy lingerie, which she was currently wearing under a tight sapphire blue dress and heels. She was a little over dressed for a night in, but she wanted to look sexy for Lucas.
She heard the bell ring an squealed as she quickly dashed downstairs. She fixed her hair one last time before opening the door and smiling brightly. "Hi Lucas." she said, looking up at him lovingly.
"I need to smell you." Lucas said before he said anything else. He'd been suspecting the whole previous day that something was different about Alanna. He couldn't pinpoint it until his mother's best friend had come over earlier that day. She was pregnant and the smell triggered what he'd smelled on Alanna and immediately he knew that she was pregnant as well. It was early of course, and the smell was so faint on her, but that was what it had been, he was sure of it. But to make doubly sure, he'd stopped at a pharmacy and picked up a pregnancy test and headed over to Alanna's house to sniff her and make her take the test. He knew, but he doubted she'd just be able to accept 'you smell pregnant'.
Alanna blinked and looked down at herself before she looked back at him. "Smell me?" That wasn't exactly what she was going for. She was hoping for at least a kiss. "Is this some owl thing?" she asked, wondering if smelling was some kind of...kinky thing. She had noticed he had a tendency to sniff her when nuzzling her, like he was inhaling her scent.
Lucas shook his head no before stepping into the house and closing the door behind him. He handed her the bag in his hand and drew in a breath as he sank to his knees and let his nose press against the bit of her dress that covered one thigh only to draw his nose closer to her more intimate bits. Yeah, she was definitely smelling that pregnanty smell. If that was even a word. "I think you're pregnant." he told her. "I can... I can smell it on you... I did all day yesterday but I couldn't figure out what it was until my mom's friend came over and she's pregnant too and it just..." he sighed and shook his head before slipping his arms around her waist and turning his head as he straightened a bit on his knees so he could rest his head against her stomach. "I know you're going to think I'm crazy, but just take the test because I know I'm right."
Alanna blinked as she took the bag from him and he knelt. She didn't think he was going to do what he did, but sure enough he leaned in and was smelling around in between her legs. She had no idea what he was doing until he finally said what he was smelling for. She stood there, her hand automatically going to his hair when he hugged her, but she was still trying to process what he said and found she just couldn't. "Huh?" was the best she could come up with.
Lucas drew in a shaky little breath. "You're pregnant." he told her. "Having a baby. My baby. Our baby..." God it sounded fucking terrifying the more he said it. "I can smell it on you, I know you're pregnant, but take the test so you'll have substantial, in your hand proof." he went on. He wanted her to have concrete evidence to what he already knew to be truth. How the hell was he going to explain this to his mother? She'd probably send him off to be castrated.
She stared at him in complete disbelief. Pregnant? She couldn't be pregnant. They only had sex like, 5 days ago. She would have her period....yesterday? She was only one day late....She was never late. Ever. And he said he smelled it. Could a were smell that? Apparently they could. "Let's sit..." she said, because she was about to fall over.
He got up from the floor slowly before leading her over to the sofa and letting her sit. Once she had, he settled down as well and sat his bag of clothes beside the couch. "You think I'm crazy, don't you?" he asked her. He wouldn't - couldn't - blame her if she did. It sounded completely insane. Still, he knew what he was feeling - smelling - and his instincts couldn't be wrong.
Alanna was grateful to sit as her mind was still churning. "I don't think you're crazy." she said finally as she let out a shaky breath. "I think you're right. I also think I might be having a minor heart attack." she said, starting to shake. "The pregnancy test from the drugstore won't work yet." Her voice was becoming eerily calm even though her body kept shaking. "I would only have slight amount of pregnancy hormones in my system and those tests don't work this soon." The more she thought about it, the most she trusted his nose. She had done a lot of research since they had began dating. A weres nose was as good as their animal counterpart. If he was an in tune with her scent as she suspected he was, he would know the slight change better than anyone. "I'm pregnant..."
He felt sort of stupid that he hadn't known about the pregnancy test and whether or not it would work. "Oh." he said lamely. Boys didn't really read too much on pregnancy tests. He always assumed they just worked as soon as you were pregnant. Apparently that wasn't how it happened at all. When she said the words out loud, he could feel his stomach lurch a little. It wasn't that he was angry or even upset, but he was scared. They were teenagers. They were still in high school for crying out loud. Yeah, he'd be eighteen soon, but still.
Alanna didn't know how to feel yet. It was too much of a 180 from where she had expected this night to go. She looked down at her stomach, still flat, and couldn't believe under there there was a tiny spark of life just starting. She put her hand over her stomach and started to cry. Now she was scared. Scared of what was going to happen. "Lucas..."
Oh god, no. Did she have to cry? He already felt like he probably had ruined her life because he was the one with the penis and all and condoms should have been his responsibility. It was his fault they got in the heat of the moment and his fault he went in without any protection. His fault that he didn't ask her if she was on the pill or even make an attempt at pulling out. Dear god could he have been any stupider? He sighed and slipped his arm around her shoulder, pulling the girl against him and pressing his lips against her hair. "Shh..." he whispered against the soft blonde waves. "It's okay. Everything's gonna be okay."
She cried for a bit, just overwhelmed by it all. She clung to Lucas and cried, because their lives were about to changed and she had no idea what to do right at that second. Eventually her tears began to recede and she sniffled, pulling back a bit and let out a shaky breath. "I'm sorry..." she said, feeling bad for losing it like that.
When she apologized, the guilt inside of him practically ate a hole through his heart. Using the hand that wasn't still around her, he caught her cheek and shook his head. "You have nothing to be sorry for." he told her. "This is a lot, I get that, but you don't have to apologize to me for any of this."
Alanna leaned into his touch as her breathing slowly returned to normal. After the initial shock, her mind began to compartmentalize everything. It was how she had survived the neglect of her family for so long. She just put things in neat little boxes to be dealt with later. "Well...We have a lot to talk about." she said softly.
She seemed to be calming down a bit and that was a good start. Yes, they definitely did have a lot to talk about and Lucas didn't even know where to start. "You'll keep it, won't you?" he asked first because that was pretty important to him. "The baby I mean..."
Alanna blinked then smiled softly. "Lucas...Of course I'm going to keep our baby." she said. It never once came to Alanna's mind that she would not have the baby. It was their baby. She was more concerned about how she was going to pull off everything they needed to do without her parents noticing. While they didn't notice her, they would notice money being moved.
Lucas breathed out a sigh of relief at her words. That had been one of the things he'd been most worried about. He wasn't sure about Alanna's stand on adoption or abortion as they'd never really talked about children, but knowing now that she planned to keep their baby, he could at least breathe easy on that one. "Good." he whispered. He didn't think he could have handled either other option. He'd have done so if it was her choice, but he was glad they were already in agreement on at least this one bit.
Alanna gave him a soft kiss. "However...soon it may be, I wanted this someday. We'll just have to adjust to it being much...much sooner." she said with a tiny smile, hoping he thought this could be a good thing as much as she did.
"Your parents are going to kill me." he told her. "And my mother is going to have me sent off to some christian convent of some sort." he said, though he was really making it out a lot worse than it probably would be. "What are we going to do?"
"Let's not think about that right now." she said, taking his hands in hers and facing him on the couch. "My parents probably won't notice. And I plan to be not living here by the time they would." she said, giving him a reassuring smile. "I can move my expense account to a private account, I have about three million in there. There are some conditions to the trust fund my grandparents left me, but if I meet one of the requirements that's another fifty million. We can start with my regular account though. We can buy a house on three million, right?" Now she wad getting a bit a head of herself, but she was just trying to figure things out.
Lucas thought he might fall off the couch and turn into some puddle of himself on the floor. "Three million dollars?" he asked her. "You could buy like twelve houses for that and still have money left over to live." he pointed out. "But you shouldn't have to buy anything because I helped get you in this situation, you can't foot the bill for everything..."
Alanna smiled softly, reaching up and gently stroking his cheek. "Lucas...we're going to be parents. We need to be practical now...I want the best of everything for our a baby. I know you do to." She took his hand and gently rested it on her belly. "I want our family to have the perfect life. White picket fence and all."
He sighed, but looked at his fingertips on her belly. "But I should be able to provide that for you, not the other way around." he pointed out. "I should be the one footing the bill. Bringing home the bacon, whatever you want to call it." Everything that his father hadn't done for him. Now here was this girl about to pay for everything just like his mother had. He didn't want that.
Alanna smiled at him then leaned over and gave him a gentle kiss. "And that's one of the many reasons I love you." she murmured softly against his lips, cradling his hand against her belly. "You have our whole lives to take care of me and our baby. I'm just taking care of the start up costs."
He didn't want her to have to take care of anything, but what choice did they really have? "I get to help then. I'll take more hours at the restaurant. Make better tips. I'll feel better if I feel like I'm actually providing for you."
She tilted her head a bit and pouted. "But then I'll never see you. I want you to be with me too." she said, not liking the idea of him working so much she never saw him. She wanted him there for all of this and forever.
"Don't give me that pout..." he told her. "That's just plain evil, you know that right?" It really wasn't fair that she could just turn on the cute and reduce him to a jello-like mess. "You're evil."
Alanna giggled, finally relaxing from everything. A baby wasn't the end of the world. They loved each other and they would have something physical now, as a symbol of that love. She slipped her arms around him and gave him another kiss. "Maybe I'm a little evil, but it's for a good cause."
"A good evil." he agreed with a little nod and a sigh, shaking his head a little though he did lean in for another kiss. "I love you." he told her. "And this doesn't change that. At least not in any bad way."
"I know, Luke." she said softly. "But we'll be ok." She slid into his lap, nuzzling him gently. "I better get in sitting in your lap before I get to big to fit." she said with a smile, trying to lighten the mood and get him to really see the good.
Lucas let his hands slip around the girl to keep her securely in his lap. "You'll never be too big to sit in my lap." he promised her. He doubted even at nine months pregnant that she'd be too big to curl up against him like this. He pressed a soft kiss to her forehead and smiled at her. "I'm sorry I didn't handle all this a little more tactfully..." he commented. "I didn't mean to sniff your... girly bits."
Alanna giggled and kissed the tip of his nose. God above she loved him. "I can't say I can complain too much to have you close to my girl bits." she said, her eyes dancing with mischief. "In fact, I quite like the combination of you and my girl bits."
That got a little grin from the boy. "Well me and your girl bits is what got us into this situation in the first place." he reminded her. "No matter how amazing it was getting there." he whispered. "How many people get pregnant their first time, seriously? I must have like... super sperm."
Alanna burst out laughing, smiling brightly at him. "It was pretty amazing, your super sperm aside." she said, giggling again. "And since we're already in this situation..." Ok, so maybe she was already going hormonal. She'd use that excuse too. Really she just wanted Lucas. She was happy and wanted to celebrate with him.
"Are you going for twins?" he teased. "Keep it up and you'll be the octomom before sunrise." It was an empty threat but he couldn't resist poking a little bit of fun.
She leaned in and nipped his lower lip playfully. "You're the one with the super sperm." she said teasingly. "Though before sunrise is pretty boastful. I think I'll take that bet."
"Maybe your eggs are super and my sperm are just average." he told her, though he grinned all the same as he leaned in for another kiss. So maybe the whole 'I'm going to be a daddy' bit hadn't really hit him yet. Right now all he wanted was Alanna.
Considering all Alanna wanted right now was Lucas, it kind of worked out. She didn't let him pull back from this kiss. Instead she deepened it with a soft moan.
He was glad he wasn't getting out of that kiss because there was nowhere that he'd rather be. He kissed her back gladly, his tongue teasing over the seam of her lips and begging entrance to her mouth. When she parted those perfect lips of hers, his tongue sought out hers and he let out a soft groan against her mouth. God she tasted perfect.
Alanna's fingers slipped into Lucas' hair as she ran her tongue over his. He was the most amazing person in the world and Alanna considered herself the luckiest girl in the world to have him. Her hands slid out of his hand, down his arms, then to his sides, slipping under his shirt to feel the warmth of his skin unhindered by clothing.
Her fingers were so soft and warm and he wanted nothing more than to feel all of her skin against his. Carefully he lifted the girl. The couch just didn't seem right in that moment. Her bed would be much better.
She giggled as he picked her up, continuing to kiss him as he carried her upstairs to her her room. Alanna nibbled on his lower lip before pulling back, smiling at him. "I love you." she said as they entered her room.
"I love you too." he told her, using his foot to close the door behind them before he sat her down on her bed, stealing one more kiss before straightening himself out enough to pull his t-shirt up and over his head. He still couldn't believe they were going to be parents, but as terrified and freaking out as he should have been, it didn't seem so bad now. Maybe they could really accomplish this. He knew so long as he had Alanna, they'd figure something out.
Alanna knew they could be good parents. She believed in their love and anything born of it would be something wonderful. She bit her lip when he took off his shirt, looking at him with hungry desire. She leaned forward to kiss his chest, finding she liked it so she kept doing it, her hands resting on his hips as she tasted his skin.
Her lips against his skin had him letting out a soft little approving noise. For a virgin, or at least having been one until recently, she certainly knew which buttons to press to get him going. That was certainly one of them. "Feels good..." he whispered, biting his lower lip as he looked down at her, his own eyes a bit hungry as well.
Alanna wasn't being purposely knowledgeable, she was just doing what she thought was good. And she liked it. She kissed her way up his chest, then stood again in front of him, kissing his neck, her fingers going to his jeans and undoing them, but not pulling them down. She was still nervous, but she wanted him so badly.
Lucas liked this slow, taking their time sort of encounter they had begun. He liked the feel of her lips on his skin and the way his flesh tingled beneath their gentle press. He smiled a little as his mouth met hers, his fingers brushing down over her sides and to her hips. "You look gorgeous in that dress." he told her. "I should have said so when I first came in the door."
She smiled up at him, slipping her arms around his neck. "Thank you." she said softly, her eyes twinkling. "Wait till you see what I have under it." Alanna had actually gone shopping on her own to get sexy things to wear for Lucas.
His brows furrowed a little as a smile slipped over his lips. "You've got me intrigued, pretty baby." he murmured, his fingers sliding over her thighs and downward to catch the hem of her dress, teasingly sliding it up to let his fingers brush against her soft skin. "Turn around and lemme help you out of it."
Alanna shivered as his fingers played over the skin of her thighs and she smiled as he told her to turn her around. She did so slowly, brushing against him like some kind of sex kitten. With her back to him she reached back to brush her hair away from her back so he could get to the zipper on her dress.
Lucas was already painfully hard beneath the jeans and boxers he wore and the fact that she rubbed against him when she turned around only made that more apparent. He let out a shaky little breath as she moved her hair over her shoulder and he lifted his hand to catch the pull of the zipper, slowly drawing it down to reveal her skin and the fabric of something hot beneath the dress. Yes, she was definitely trying to kill him, of that he was sure.
Alanna let out a soft moan as he pulled down the zipper of her dress. There was something so erotic about how slow and sensual they were being. The first time they had just falling into each other, but this time they were taking the time to enjoy the exploration and anticipation. She bit her lower lip ad he finished with the zipper and looked over her shoulder at him.
The first time had been amazing, no matter if they were falling into one another or not, but this time he got to take his time with her. As he slipped his hands over her shoulders to draw the fabric of her dress down, he realized maybe taking his time would be more difficult than he'd originally expected. The little lingerie set she'd been hiding beneath the fabric of her dress was enough to drive him crazy and he'd yet to see the front of it yet. Her dress puddled at her ankles and he drew in a breath. "You're trying to torment me." he told her.
She couldn't help but smile. "Maybe a little." she said before she slowly turned back around, giving him a full view of her lingerie. "Do you like it?" She really hoped he did. It had taken her hours to pick out everything she had gotten as she was unsure as to what would turn him on. He had taken a lot of suggestions from the sales ladies but this one in particular she picked out herself.
He let his eyes wander over the fabric and the parts of her skin that weren't covered by it. Did he like it? "Duh?" he said because of course he liked it, how could he not? She looked like a knockout and her curves were hugged so perfectly. He bit his lower lip as he drank her in with his eyes and let out a soft little approving noise. "I love it." he assured her before leaning in to catch her lips with his own.
Alanna slid her arms around his neck, pressing herself against him as he leaned in to kiss her. A soft moan came from her and she let her arms slide down, her hands moving to the fly of his jeans. She undid them, nipping his lower lip and smiling as she slid his bottoms down. "And I love you." she said softly.
Lucas smiled at her and let the jeans and then his boxers slide to the ground. He stepped out of them easily and moved in closer to her, pressing himself fully against his gorgeous girlfriend. "I'll never get tired of hearing you say those words." he murmured. That was for sure. She was the most beautiful girl he'd ever seen and she loved him. He had no idea how he'd managed to get so lucky.
Alanna smiled up at him, shivering as he pressed against it. She stood up on her tip toes and kissed him softly. "I love you." she murmured against his lips. She smiled and then began kissing all over his face, each kiss punctuated by the words "I love you."
The little kisses to his face had Lucas grinning at the girl. "I love you too." he told her, catching her mouth before she could kiss his face again. "Enough that I want to see you out of that lingerie and on that bed." he smiled, biting his lower lip through another grin.
His grin made her giggle and she ran her hands up his arms. "I think that can be arranged." she said, her eyes dancing. Slowly she began to undo her top, keeping her eyes on his face as she stripped for him. She tossed her top to the side then slipped off the scrap of panties and tossed those too. With a bit of a blush she crawled onto the bed, looking up at him, biting her lower lip.
Lucas was captivated as she began to undress and he watched her with quiet fascination as she climbed onto the bed. The blush on her cheeks said she was still the smallest bit shy and that only endeared the girl more to him. He loved her and she loved him and that shyness was just a sweet little reminder about how inexperienced they both were. Moving, he crawled into the bed with the girl and laid himself down beside her. Rolling onto his side, he slid his fingertips across her stomach and up between her breasts to her neck and then cupped her cheek and guided her mouth to his.
Alanna looked to Lucas as he crawled across the bed and lay beside her. She only had eyes for him and would only ever have eyes for him. She loved him wholly and completely. A shiver went through her as his fingers trailed up her body and she moaned softly into his kiss. Gently she slid her hand up his side and every so slightly guided him to move above her and settle in between her legs, never stopping their kiss.
He took the guidance and shifted above her, settling between her legs and letting out a little groan as his cock pressed against her. Instinctively his hips bucked ever so slightly. He nipped at her lower lip, giving it a gentle tug as his eyes opened to catch hers. "You're beautiful." he whispered against her mouth.
She let out a groan as he bucked his hips against hers and nipped her lip. Alanna wrapped her arms around him and smiled against his lips. "And you're perfect." she whispered in return, lifting her hips up against his gently.
He knew that he was far from perfect, but the fact that she thought he was even close to perfection had the boy grinning at her, even against the press of her lips. "I love you." he whispered into her mouth. "And I'm going to love this baby just as much. It's scary... but... I couldn't imagine being in this position with anyone else but you, baby." he murmured. "You're it for me."
Alanna buried her fingers in his hair, smiling as she wriggled just right to take him inside of her a little, a small moan slipping from her. "I love you, Lucas..." she whispered. "You're my everything...You're the only one I would ever want to start a family with....You're it for me too."
So maybe they were young, maybe they didn't have a lot of experience in life, but they could do this. They had to do this. It was happening for a reason and whatever that reason was, Lucas knew that it was happening for the better and in that moment, nothing else mattered.