She nodded a little, though she didn't let him go just yet. "I know that." she told him. It was this moment that she was truly happy that Amy was a baby and didn't have to go through the grief that Sadhbh was going through. "I think it took until this moment to realize how much I was allowing myself to live life like I'd never be okay again." she told him. "You deserve to be as happy as you can be given the circumstances and I hope that you find that happiness. If I'm it, wonderful. If not, I still hope that you can find it." she told him, giving him a smile though it was still edged with sadness. "Just try to smile a little more, Cath." she breathed out, leaning up on her tiptoes to steal a gentle kiss from his lips. "You're far too handsome when you do to only smile every once in a while."