"He's also your rapist. You really need to face up to that part," Cas muttered. He hadn't forgotten, that was clear enough. But then there were tears so... so it didn't really matter.
"My dealer... He tried. He tried to get me to do sex stuff. Like, practically shoved me in a room with a video camera. Just 'cause I wanted something stronger but didn't want a needle. Had to be part of the club or something. Thankfully money talks..." He twitched a little and part of him wanted to go after his pills but he didn't. He refused.