zillahspliffah (zillahspliffah) wrote in strive4beauty, @ 2006-02-01 04:10:00 |
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Current mood: | hungry = good! |
Hi I'm new, it's late, I'm stoned, what's new?
Well, I had and have a LJ but created a new one today (yesterday) for my ana tendencies which I wish to hide IRL. But it was so busy there, a girl mentioned here and I moved same day sort of, to here. I need a smaller tighter group.
I am 24 and have a mental health history. Diagnosed BPD, self harmer, was hospitalised for a few months a few years ago. I always knew the seed of an ED was in my, for my sowing pleasure really. Now I am 'well', I am in 3rd and final yr at uni, I have been slowly falling towards this for control.
I like drugs too. Only certain ones. Not alcohol particulary. But I smoke weed, (skunk), every day and love valium too. I have some now but will run out and have no supply :(
That's as much as I want to say about personal, for anonymity reasons. To weight issues:
Ht: 5'8"
CW: 123.2 pounds - 56.0kgs
BMI: 18.6 i think
(Got to 118pounds by 20th jan 2006 (leading up to handing in a project) but then had a dirty binge week.)
HW: 133p 63kg 2003
LW: 118p 53.8 2006
STGW: 115
LTGW: 100