"Maybe I should just do it now and get it over with--how am I supposed to change how things happen in our world if I can't even alter them here?" If Shisui wouldn't help. If Shisui kept freezing up like a badly made clockwork toy. It terrified Itachi. His hands shook, and he turned terror into anger.
"What do you want me to say? I'm okay with you slowly driving yourself insane again? That is doesn't bother me? That I don't care? How--HOW do you not understand that. Why..." Itachi stumbled, aware his voice had risen. He didn't yell. He never yelled.
He'd never wanted to hit Shisui so badly. He couldn't breath. Why was Shisui just looking at him like that?
"You don't you just flaming DIE and leave me alone!" Itachi's voice cracked and he stepped back, heart hammering. His eyes hurt. He tasted the bloody river water in his mouth. Shisui wasn't there. Wasn't. Wasn't.