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I wish she wasn’t in this instance. She might not have gone through what we did exactly but there’s still that same fear of not being good enough, I think. That maybe something’s wrong with her. Which I hope you know is as much bullshit when it comes to us as it is when it comes to her. Took me a long time to start believing it about myself, and it’s hard still sometimes, but Jellybean means everything to me and I know she’s worth any sacrifice as far as I’m concerned. Seeing myself in her has made me a little less hard on myself for things that weren’t my fault to begin with.