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I'm sorry for your loss. You don't need to apologize. It seems like, from this post, that you don't really have anyone to talk to. It's understandable for you to unload on a stranger. Trust me, no judgement here.
I think she'd like it too. She doesn't think anything bad about you. I asked her to make sure, and she said everything is fine and she still wants to see the dragons after I've met them.