“I googled open adoptions and it said you could write the baby a letter and maybe her real parents would give it to her,” Finn recounted. “It seemed like the right thing to do. I already knew that adoption meant I wouldn’t ever see her again and be in her life so I wrote the letter so she would know that I had loved her, that I hadn’t hated her, that I had wanted so much to be her dad and that I was sorry I was never gonna know her and that it was better for her to not know me at all than be screwed up wondering why I wasn’t there.” He shrugged. “It really fucked me up not having a dad, that was why I didn’t want to give her up. I ripped it up because I decided that she was better off without me entirely. Puck was telling me that you wanted him and he was saying things that made that make sense and he said you didn’t want to talk to me or have me have anything to do with Drizzle. I mean you moved out without saying goodbye, what was I supposed to think? I would have let you stay no matter how angry I was.”
“Maybe knowing me wouldn’t have screwed her up but how was I supposed to know that? At least you gave her McGeeGee. I still wanted her to have it.”