This time she went into a full blown crying session. When she looked at it that way and how much she had changed over the years. "Finn, I'm so so sorry that I treated you like complete crap. I was thinking of myself and I was just highly emotional, and going through things, and I was jealous because you were spending so much time with Rachel. I was a bitch back then and I know that, but I'm not anymore. And if I could take anything back, it would be that I treated you horribly when you were doing nothing but being there for me." She said as she was sobbing.
"I don't know what I can do to make it up to you now, but I want to try. I want us to be a family if we can. I don't care about Puck, I care about you. Puck treated me like complete crap, I knew that I was a screw up but I have changed over the years. Wanting to better myself and everything."
Knowing what kind of life they would have had together if she didn't say anything and they were a family. Taking a napkin, she wiped her eyes. This was turning out to be an emotional conversation, but it needed to happen. "I'm sorry Finn. But, I wanted her to have a life. What would our lives would have been like if we did raise a child? We would have been teen parents and I wasn't ready. I don't think that you were ready, and with everybody knowing. It was better that way, even though I didn't want to give her up, it was the best way to give her the best life." She said as more tears came down her face.
Grabbing the napkin that he had given her, she wiped the tears away. "But, maybe now we can be a family. I know that she's older, but maybe we can be her parents or at least be there for her. Being a teenager isn't easy or anything." She said as she leaned over and gave him a kiss. "I want to meet her and I want to get to know her, and I want you to get to know her as well."
"Yeah we can do that. I can't wait to finally meet Beth. She seems to have a lot of spunk." She said with a smile and a small laugh. "Are you ready to meet her?" She asked him.