Rayne | Bea
People change sometimes when they lose people. You don't have to be the old Bea, you can be a new Bea. Maybe you'll never be exactly as you were, and it might never stop hurting fully, but wounds do heal with time. Someday you might regain some of that part of you that was lost. I just hope maybe one day you'll see that your remaining family, especially your baby girl, need you to be strong and can be a reason for you to find yourself again.