I'm doing really well with not drinking. I broke once about a week ago, but other than that it's been a month since I last got sloshed.
I'm trying to keep tracks of things that make me happy, and things that are bothering me.
Things that make me happy:
- Being able to help with Bea Wilson's surgery and care. - Having a little protege now (Hi Prim!) - Knowing that even though the others all left, at least my mom is still here.
Things that still bother me:
- How alone and sad I still feel. - How much I miss feeling loved, desired. and attractive.
I'm trying to focus on the first three things and think less about the last two. It's a work in progress.