"It just doesn't make any sense to me" He told her with a shrug as he picked a string that was on the pair of jeans he was wearing. Even now as she was trying to explain it he couldn't wrap his head about it. He suspect he would probably never get it. "It didn't feel like it when I asked you if you wanted me in there with you and you told me no because she's with you watching over you" He'd been holding into that for a long time and didn't say anything until now because he wasn't great at talking about his feelings. "It felt like you just brushed me aside, you know? It sucked having to be in the waiting room where I really wanted to be was beside you, holding your hand as you went through it. It should have been me"