I'm just... it seems like both versions of me are pretty similar so... as you PROBABLY know, I was never overly concerned with having someone. Oh sure, I liked to flirt, and had like... one or two pity dates (mostly because they had a friend that wanted YOU) back when I was a skinny little twig, but... I'm so tired of being alone.
I got really close to the Wanda of my world, and had finally gotten her to give us a try. When I got pulled through to here. And with nothing to do, no war to fight, it gives me more and more time to think about how miserable I am to be alone again.