Grace couldn't even say it out loud. The more she thought about saying, the more she feared it. Then it would be real. And when people found out- She froze. People would find out. Certain people, would find out. People she never wanted to know about this. One person she was thinking of right now.
She couldn't help telling Cokie, as the words came out, "I- King... And I..." she just cried into Cokie's neck.