Re: Spam
I told her to ditch the guy she came with. We'd been going on and off since she started back home. I do love her.
I guess I started loving her just after I told her she wasn't getting an abortion with the twins. You and I were in a rough patch, I couldn't even stomach looking at you because you changed up so much and she was just being consistent. She dropped everything before I even had to ask. She's loyal and that means a lot to me.
I did stop talking to her for a while. When we were both trying. I told you every time we'd start up fighting that I didn't like the person you were becoming. I went with her because she reminded me of who you used to be, how you used to look at me, but you changed up and she didn't. I don't see myself marrying her because I made a commitment to this family until death do us part and I don't break my word. Plus, our bond is stronger than a ring. You proved that.
I love you for what you are. The mother of my kids and the first girl I ever fell for, but you're not the person I thought I married so it kind of feels like our whole marriage has been a lie.
I love her differently. I trust her, I believe her. I know that no matter what happened or how much she felt like her heart was breaking, she'd always give me the benefit of the doubt. She'd never attack my friends or family out of jealousy or for revenge. She's not a vengeful person. She's just sweet and pure.
Candy on the other hand- Sam's mom... she's you. Exactly you. So I do all the shit I want to do to you to her. She's a fiery bitch who knows how to fight scrappy and hits where it hurts every time. I guess I wouldn't have sought her out if I didn't love you still, but you hurt me, Peg, and I'm never gonna give you that leverage again. I will never trust you again.