DM
Fine. I don't have a date. But I'm not seeing you tonight. You don't get to do that to me and then disappear.
I don't have health insurance, I had to call out because 2 days in, it hurt to even stand up. I almost lost my job. I had nobody to call for help because the person who's supposed to take care of me disappeared. I never asked for space. I asked for you.
You think I don't know the risk of being with a guy like you? You think I don't know the risk of giving you full control over what happens to me? My body, my money, my life? I gave to to you and I made that choice and that day you did something I didn't want you to do and I don't get why, but I never in a million years would have thought you'd leave after that. I needed your help and I couldn't call you. Now you want me to drop everything and take care of your [crass slang word for large peewee]?